bcoz i was lazy

ARGH FUCK man. haix. missed haris b'dae. no wonder i got a few missed calls that dae n sum calls which i neva got from b4. n i didnt pick them up nor bother calling back because of a stupid reason. I WAS LAZY. shit man. ARGGGGHHH. cant get this of my chest. feel so bad. i feel so screwed. if it was my other member's b'dae, i'll literally get screwed. haix. i nid to get it for him. but its not easy to find. or shud i get sumtin else? sumtin more... healthy? aniwaes, i hate myself for this. haix. (tears)