Self-discovery. To find out more about yourself. Physically and especially, mentally. Character, intelligence, social. I believe one can find these through their daily lives in every moment and activity. Games, being scociable, work, school, home.
So what if one finds out that his or her true nature is actually different then who they really are. When u know that ur the angry and hot-tempered type but after this self-discovery u find that ur actually a soft-hearted person?
What if your the decent, disciplined and 'follow the rules' type of person but actually u found out that ur the wild, party animal, kicking and going against the law?
What if, u are the easy-going, carefree person and actually u wan things done ur way n a very jealous type. sensitive?
The feeling where ur not bein who u wana be, bein this way coz ur forced to bcoz of ur nature, habit, environment n past life?
And when ur try to be hu u wana be but u cant. Why? Bcoz of this, bcoz of that. bla bla bla. And then u cage urself not bein able to let out the person u actually are. Bcoz u wana be a nice person and dont wana hurt others but actuali inside u hate sumtin. Ur eyes sore when u see it, ur brain aches when u think aboud it, ur ear burns when u hear it. Yet u keep it to urself coz u can
"forget aboud it n let it go" n be the "nice and understading person".
Do u noe how it feels? it sucks..... Then again.... What the heck can u do???? ur stuck.... forward is the onli way to go....
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