love

love cannot be explained. thats what i thought. after some toking with 2 frens of mine. they explained what love is like n then i realised i've experienced it b4 with a certain person.
which explains why i keep thinking aboud her every single day without fail. leaving me smiling n happy but also depressed and sad. the reason why my heart keeps pumping like its gona fall off its place ani moment everitime i ran into u or noe i'm gona meet u. i loved u n i still do. reason why things didnt go well was my incapability to overcome my own problems n burdening them on u.

i cant explain it to u coz it'll jus confuse u n make things diffcult for u. so i'll jus keep it to myself. it makes me happy that i've actually loved u n be able to experience it. aniwaes i dont think i'll see u a very very long time. perhaps not at all. then again its been quite some time since we last met. so far i've onli heard of u n seen pictures of u. i believe ur doin pretty well. jus busy n pushed to the limits.

if i had the chance to get back to u. i would n i will. i wont wait for u bcoz i'll jus hold myself back on certain aspects of my life. haix. thinking back i'm a stupid bastard afterall.