KL was... honestly damn boring.. bcoz 1st of all, i wasnt close with anione.. i didnt get to talk to her.. none of my close frens were there n on top of that she jus wanted to be frens with me.. luckily she told me.. sum sort of uneasy feeling she said when bein with me.. hmm.. i wonder if its got anitin to do with my past.. oh well.. i thank god for not lettin me put hope in her.. i did a little but not to an extend that breaks my heart although it does hurt.. alright then.. another chapter has passed.. jus need to inform my frens here and there.. i got one less thing to think aboud.. n quite a few other things to worry aboud.. school, my parents, my future..
aniwaes on the bright side, hmmm.. i cant see anitin on the bright side.. kinda sad right? hmm.. i duno.. reason why i didnt mind her saeing so was because i feel i wasnt ready.. i got no school, no job, nothing much to offer..
i feel like i'm playing a game of chess.. i think aboud all the strategies but i'm not moving anitin.. i'm thinking alot and doing nothing.. i cant let that stress me up.. n i wont pretend.. i gotta share with sum1.. i guess this is it.. the main part of this post is aboud her.. i'm gona be fine.. dun worry guys.. hugs n loves.. looking forward to chalet.. i guess... :) hahax..
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