another chance to post

woohoo.. hello blog readers.. been awhile ehk? hahax.. soon i'll start updating this blog again aite.. due to certain events n bla bla.. yea.. so.. life's been great.. i duno why but i've been extra cheerful nowadays but i feel great!!! i dun wana explain the details now.. maybe next time.. so everitin's fine.. gona got out with the gal i talked about in the last post this tuesdae.. hehex.. then wednesdae would be my poly mates.. WOOHOO!!! n then KL on fridae.. she'll be goin too.. yea.. hahax.. n then the week after we're gona go out maybe jus the 2 of us n then erm... oh ya chalet!!! she'll be dere too.. haha.. i havent reali talked aboud her to anione at all.. not reali.. coz i duno why everione seems to be looking for a gal or looking for a guy.. n they'd rather have sum1 to listen to them then have themself listen to others.. i havent been observing my frens.. been having alot alot of thoughts lately.. so i didnt reali noticed that sum of my frens are having probs till i kinda thought aboud it.. lately i've been sleeping late, listen radio n lying down.. thinking n thinking.. mostly of her.. i'm gona fall for her i noe it, but i duno.. its jus too early n i've been stopping myself.. one last thing, i duno whether its me or the people around me... but its seems or rather i noticed that my frens actually think highly of me.. they see me as sum sort of a special fren.. i duno how to explain this.. i'm not proud nor am i flauting it.. but i see myself as a pain in the ass to others.. i think that i'm worthless.. i feel that the advices i give n the stories i share are not relevant nor usefull.. yet they alwaes seem to think otherwise.. saeing that i'm this n that.. i duno.. but what i noe deep inside that wadeva i had offered to this ppl, i gave them my all n with full sincerity.. n sum of these people i love them as hu they are.. yes love.. i cant explain it but i noe the feeling is dere.. they are the reason my life is colourful.. full of all kinds of feelings.. from sadness to laughter.. okok.. i'll end it here.. sum people mite cmplain my post is long.. chowz... hahaxxx...