exams are over.. lepaking time...

but i nid to work man.. i nid a stable one throughout poly life..

had a job n i screwed it up

waa sianz

any employer to employ me?

i'm still young for network marketing

n i noe without a doubt my parents will not support me

i dun have cash

i dun have a job

n i'm not even 18!!!

god dammit

but this network marketing has the potential to help me i noe

but i fear wad i lack is commitment

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its not easy to understand others

wads more if u dun evenn meet that person occasionally

n reali cant do much over the msgs n calls

wads more if that person doesnt open up to u

n its alwaes u tokin aboud urself n ur stories n blah la blah

n the other partner keeps quiet n listens n gets accustomed to it

the talk becomes one sided

its not sharing

its story telling

where one talks n the other listens

that is why i call people down to meet so i can understand them more

but i can understand that sometimes ppl's way of thinking

that if u meet then something's goin on

like ur asking that person out for date id its a gal

those of the same sex is easy

but of the opposite its not

i can see other's mistakes

but i cant seem to see mine

i keep correcting them

n i forgot aboud mine

wait more like i dun even mine existed

so how do go aboud seeing my mistakes?

hmmm....

its not easy trust me...