i am happy i have made that decision

yet i feel guilty

i feel wronged

but if i dun do it

i keep doin the same mistake

over n over again

disappointin over n over again

i'm tired of it

having that argument

it seems i cant do anitin right

everitime i noe we're gona meet or contact

i feel sumtin in my heart n soul

like a certain nervousness in a bad way

a bad feeling

its alwaes like that

but after promising to myself

i will forgive n forget

i neva felt it animore

everidae it felt better

jus had to look at myself in the eye into the mirror

n smile at myself

n i feel absolutely good

i have learnt many things

but i fear n am terrified to do the same mistakes again

mistakes that has done many bad things to other ppl

n i dun even realise it

n i still do right now here n dere

i feel that at times

i use too much of my heart n body instead of my mind

time to open my mind

n start using my brain!!!!

haha

p.s if your reading this

i noe my words will not change anitin

but with my utmost sincerity

this is my last thank you for everitin

there will alwaes be a star for u up in the sky

thank you....